2020 Reading Review

I started writing about what I was reading in 2019. It started with a post where I talk about what I am reading. In the summer of that year, I started reading more, and my reading post turned into ongoing individual review posts. A few months later, I learned about Booktube which triggered an even larger jump what I read and my activity on my blog. My reading was flourishing, and I loved talking about it. This took a good deal of my time. I liked the idea of getting a Booktube channel, but I didn’t see how I could possibly have the time. In January, I was single again and had a lot more time, so I figured it was now or never.

I wasn’t sure if I could sustain the channel, but I decided to give it a shot. I think it was going well early in the year. Then the pandemic happened, and working from home really reshaped my life, paving the way for my channel to solidify itself. Now, reading is one of the many things I obsess over. Naturally, this obsession comes with an obsessive study of what I’m reading. I do enjoy this process, and Booktube has proven to be the perfect outlet for that passion. It also helps motivate me (and justify) the making of detailed statistics like this. It works out well because these reviews are also important to ensure I’m getting the most out of what I’m reading and that I am reading a good diverse set of books.

This last year I read about 212 books (I say about because I may be missing a comic or something) equating to about 72,500 pages. There is a lot to be understood by breaking this down by month. January was when I started my channel, and it was also when I was pushing myself to read as much as possible using the techniques I had ascertained from booktuber. While there is a dip in February (perhaps from classes or a reading slump), things increase as the pandemic starts. April is the month I really hit my max potential where I read a lot, but this was also when I started watching more TV. In fact, I watched Westworld and listened to several podcasts, so it is interesting how I was still able to reach such heights.

Number of Books Read per month

However, in May several things change. First, online classes began. Second, I made a goal to try to read less because I had obsessed so much over it that I let it stress me out. That goal doesn’t last as I start to creep back up in the summer, especially in August. Although, on the whole I do tend to read less. Even still, it was in October I began considering a new goal of limiting my TBR strictly to ~15 books or 1550 books. It seems to had made an impact. In December I read the least I had all year, yet I stayed home with two weeks off for the holiday’s.

Books by page length

There is less to learn from the range of book lengths, ratings, and publication dates of what I read. I see these more as goal oriented stats. My average book length is 342 pages plus or minus 150 pages (standard deviation) with a median of 329 pages. Standard deviation is a measure of the amount of variation; think of it as the boundary where most of the books are. The median just tells us there are plenty of shorter books despite a few longer ones making my average length a nearly 350 pages. The goal here is longer books. I have no other reason other than the satisfaction of finishing a long book.

Books by Rating

My average rating is too high at 4.08 stars with a median of 4.00. I feel like this is similar to course grades. You want the average to be in the middle. Like may be a 3, but I struggle to really give low ratings. This really doesn’t matter, but it feels akin to oversaturating the market with gold. It loses its value. What’s more, the purpose is to illustrate the range of quality I experience, and I fear I am limiting myself.

Books by Publication date

The average year published was 2005 with a median of 2017 and a standard deviation of ~30 years. The oldest was 1818 and the newest was this year (2020). I’d like my median to be more extreme especially since average doesn’t mean nearly as much as the median does here. I think it is easy to get distracted by flashy new things, and in doing so, I ignore a range of quality content that has more than flash by surviving the test of time. Perhaps that is a little extreme, but I think you get my point.

Pie chart splitting books read by genre, color coded into nonfiction (orange/yellow), general fiction (green), Horror/thriller (red /pink), and fantasy (purple) and science fiction (blue)

My favorite stat is the range of genres. Note, I choose one but most have multiple. A lot of scifi-fantasys overlap into the over genre. Classics are basically any older work. Historical can be fantasy. Usually, I will mark what I consider to be the dominate genre or a genre I am trying to get more of. I am very happy with this. It shows my love for scifi, fantasy, and horror as well as for history, politics and memoirs. I want to read more general fiction, but I think this year was a pretty good listing as is. I am blown away that nearly a third of what I read was nonfiction.

Now I want to look into the diversity of what I am reading with a focus on queer representation and authors of color.

Books by gender, with a special distinction for trans and non-binary authors

One of my biggest shortcomings has been my lack of non cis authors. At the very least I can read one a month, but I’d like to read more. To be clear, this isn’t just a quota. By allowing groups to go underrepresented, I am doing myself a disservice. Some of the best books I read this year were by non-binary (NB) authors. My goal in 2021 is to ensure at least 1 NB or trans author each month to ensure I continue to consider this when choosing what I want to read. Granted, part of this was a matter of looking for authors and buying books that will allow me to achieve this. 2020 was good for that, so I am very hopeful for a better year this year.

Books by ethnicity (note, Asian refers to east-asian)

Reading by a diverse range of authors by race has been a difficult thing to track and work towards. Race and ethnicity are not the same, and trying track this is not always straightforward. As with NB and trans authors, these people are not just quotas to be met, and I have to be aware of that while also trying to ensure I am not letting my bias drive what I choose to read. On the whole, ~1/3rd people of color (POC) is not a bad way to end the year. I don’t have a hard number that I am aiming for. Instead, my goal is to continue to improve. If I am at 1/3, I can push to a 1/2. While I read a large fraction of black authors, I ended up breaking what I read down to ensure other groups didn’t go underrepresented. I strive to ensure I seek out a range of voices, and this helps me think about that. That is especially true on a quarterly basis as I can look back and be aware of my on going tendencies. In this, I can be more cognizant and avoid just boiling this down to a monthly quota.

Books by queer representation (queer author or protagonist)

As a queer person, I am very disappointed with my queer representation in my books. As with everything, the goal is to improve; first I can strive for 1/3 and then a 1/2. Again, these are stories that I can both learn and connect to. My queer identity is an ongoing part of me that I am still learning about, and books are one of the many ways I learn to think about it while also empathizing with others.

POC authors of queer representation

In this year end review, I decided to consider a new data point. That is, I wanted to consider intersectionality within the queer books I am reading. It is a decent amount, but as with everything else, there is room for improvement. I should also add, I am still toying with how and what to consider for intersectionality. I would love recommendations for those who think there are other areas worth studying. I went with this analysis in part because I am partly limited by the data I have, but can gather some new data moving forward.

Where I am getting my books from

Lastly, I want to consider where I am getting my books from. To be clear, I listen to almost all the books I read, but I like to consider if it is a book I don’t own physically (which the goal is to own it first). If I don’t own it or it isn’t on my to be read (TBR) shelf, then why isn’t it? This is usually for book clubs and advanced reader copies as well as rereads. I try to keep book clubs of books I don’t own to a minimum. My level of rereading is more than 2 a month which I am perfectly happy with because there is so much to be had from rereading. I would like to read and review more ARCs, but that’s because I request so many. Naturally, I should request less. Lastly, I want to consider my TBR shelf.

My TBR shelf has grown significantly in the last couple years because as I read more I bought more. Technically, 3/4s of what I read is on my shelf, but a big portion of those are new books, so the question arises, am I reading my older (longer owned books). If I am, can and will I read my newer books? To answer this question, I began tracking how long a book is on my TBR shelf. That is, I track how long I’ve owned a physical copy of a book. Using this, I can see just how well I am addressing my older books.

A normalized view of how many books I read in 2020 (red) and is on my physical TBR (blue) by how long I owned them before reading them. The normalized values are just to make the two comparable.

This graph says a lot. First, I bought a lot of books in the last year and a half, and I have a lot of books preordered (less than zero). As a result, a lot of what I read are books I’ve owned for a short period. The goal is to read older books on my TBR, but if I own more newer books, naturally I will read more newer books. What this figure shows is that the books I read roughly reflect what I own. I may only read a few books that have been on my TBR shelf for 3-6 years, but the total number of books on my shelf that I have owned that long is also much lower.

In 2021 I have a book buying ban, or I have a ban on ordering new books to add to my TBR. I will still allow myself to buy books I review via ARC or that I have read but don’t own physically. I am still restricting how many books I will let myself read that are not on my shelf (outside of ARCs), so I think this should be fine. That said, I kind of gamed the system by preordering a lot of books in 2021.

All in all, 2020 was a great reading year, and I am looking forward to 2021.

March Wrap Up & April TBR | 2020

Books I Read in March

  1. Inferno: New Tales of Terror by Ellen Datlow ⭐️⭐️⭐️1/2
  2. The Other People by C.J. Tudor ⭐️⭐️⭐️1/2
  3. From the Ashes by Jesse Thistle ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  4. We Have Always Been Here by Samra Habib ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  5. Radicalized by Cory Doctorow ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  6. Son of a Trickster by Eden Robinson ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  7. Small Game Hunting at the Local Coward Gun Club by Megan Gail Coles ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  8. Little Women by Louisa May Alcott ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  9. The Raven Boys by Maggie Steivwater ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️1/2
  10. The Fated Sky by Mary Robinette Kowal ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  11. Ex Libris by Anne Fadiman ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  12. Men Explain Things to Me by Revecca Solnit ⭐️⭐️⭐️1/2
  13. Home by Nnedi Okorafor ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  14. Come Tumbling Down by Seanan McGuire ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  15. Her Body and Other Parties by Carmen MAria Machado ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  16. The Glass Hotel by Emily St. John Mandel ⭐️⭐️⭐️1/2
  17. The Glass Universe by Dava Sobel ⭐️⭐️⭐️1/2
  18. The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde ⭐️⭐️⭐️1/2
  19. The Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  20. I Crawl Through it by A.S. King ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️1/2
  21. Female Husbands by Jen Manion ⭐️⭐️ (DNF at 46%)

This wasn’t a bad month. The ratings aren’t bad, but that makes me wonder if I’ve been too generous with my ratings. The lowest rating was 2 star, but that was a DNF. The next lowest was six 3.5 star books. Then I had eight 4 star books. That leaves two 4.5 star books and four 5 star books. That means ~6 exceptional books. All in all though the month still feels mediocre, so I might need to stop with the 3.5 star books. I’ve been using my rating scale, and most of these ratings are pretty fixed, meaning, slight changes in one area don’t usually change the rating. I still prefer that approach.

April TBR

  1. Still: A Memoir by Emma Hansen
  2. Conjure Women by Afia Atakora
  3. The Apartment by K.L. Slater
  4. Middlesex by Jeffrey Eugenides
  5. Station Eleven by Emily St. John Mandel
  6. The Poisonwood Bible by Barbara Kingsolver
  7. The Majesty of Law by Sandra Day O’Connor
  8. An Absolutely Remarkable Thing by Hank Green
  9. Welcome to Nightvale by Joseph Fink & Jeffrey Cranor
  10. Carter & Lovecraft by Jonathan L. Howard
  11. Turtles All the Way Down by John Green
  12. Animal Farm by George Orwell
  13. Thunderhead by Neal Shusterman
  14. My Real Children by Jo Walton
  15. Everybody Sees the Ants by A.S. King
  16. The Conquest of Happiness by Bertrand Russell

Provided by NetGalley and/or publisher for a fair and honest review.

I fell behind and didn’t read all the review books I was given last month, so I need to read those first thing this month. I will say, eight days into the month, I have had a very slow start. That said, I am aiming for smaller TBRs. My goal is 15 books a month, then if I have time I will fit in others. I am planning a few readathons where I want to read other books. Although, I will reassess my progress when they arrive. If you are wondering which readathons I will be doing it is Dewy’s 24 hour readathon and the intermediate reading rush. Next Month, I may be even more conservative and go with 10 books for my TBR then leave a big gap for other readathons or booktube ideas.

February Wrap Up & March TBR | 2020

Books I Read in February

  1. The Battle Cry of Freedom by James M. McPherson ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️1/2
  2. Men We Reaped by Jesmyn Ward ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️1/2
  3. The Bluest Eye by Toni Morrison (Blackathon Cont. Challenge) ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️1/2
  4. The Bluest Eye by Toni Morrison (Reread) ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️1/2
  5. Beloved by Toni Morrison (Blackathon Scifi Challenge) ⭐️⭐️⭐️1/2
  6. Bad Feminist by Roxane Gay ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  7. Not That Bad edited by Roxane Gay ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  8. The Ballad of Black Tom by Victor Lavalle ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  9. The Warmth of Other Suns by Isabel Wilkerson ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️1/2
  10. An American Marriage by Tayari Jones (Blackathon Cont. Challenge) ⭐️⭐️⭐️1/2
  11. Heavy by Kiese Laymon (Blackathon Cont. Challenge) ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️1/2
  12. Lagoon by Nnedi Okorafor (Blackathon Scifi Challenge) ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  13. Binti by Nnedi Okorafor (Blackathon Scifi Challenge) ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  14. Lagurdia by Nnedi Okorafor (Blackathon Scifi Challenge) ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  15. Singin’ and Swingin’ and Gettin’ Merry Like Christmas by Maya Angelou ⭐️⭐️⭐️
  16. March by John Lewis et al. ⭐️⭐️⭐️1/2
  17. The Color Purple by Alice Walker ⭐️⭐️⭐️1/2
  18. Let’s Play White by Chesya Burke ⭐️⭐️⭐️1/2

This was a great month, I enjoyed all the books I read with a few that were a little disappointing. However, there was a large fraction of 4-5 star books which prove it was an objectively good month of quality reading. If you look back on my February TBR post, you’ll see another ~5 books or so that I wanted to read, and it is disappointing that I wasn’t able to read all of them. Moving forward, I am going to try and take it a bit easier on my plans because I don’t like stressing about the books I want to read. This is meant to be fun.

March TBR

  1. The Glass Hotel by Emily St. John Mandel
  2. Still: A Memoir of Love, Loss, and Motherhood by Emma Hansen*
  3. Female Husbands by Jen Manion
  4. Conjure Women by Afia Atakora
  5. The Other People by C.J. Tudor
  6. The Fated Sky by Mary Robinette Kowal
  7. The Raven Boys by Maggie Stiefvater
  8. Her Bodies and Other Parties by Carmen Maria Machado
  9. Binti: Home by Nnedi Okorafor
  10. I Crawl Through It by A.S. King
  11. Come Tumbling Down by Seanan McGuire
  12. The Glass Universe by Dava Sobel
  13. Ex Libris: Confessions of a Common Reader by Anne Fadiman 
  14. Men Explain Things to Me by Rebecca Solnit
  15. Inferno by Ellen Datlow (Backlist readathon)
  16. Little Women by Louisa May Alcott (Backlist readathon)
  17. Wenjack by Joseph Boyden (Backlist readathon)

Provided by NetGalley and publisher for a fair and honest review.

*Provided directly by publisher, 

This month, I have several e-arcs that I want to tackle before they are published. I’m also doing a reading challenge of 5 more books (to be released), but I still made this list with the intent of being more conservative. The total number of books I’m aiming to read are ~20 books, but many of them are very short. After this month, I am going to try very hard to read even less. I want to feel a bit less pressure to read so I can spend more time writing my blog posts and doing YouTube videos. I have fallen behind on my blog.

January Wrap up & February TBR | 2020

Books I Read in January

  1. Miracle Creek by Angie Kim ⭐️⭐️⭐️½
  2. Fall on Your Knees by Ann-Marie MacDonald ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  3. The Red Tent by Anita Diamant ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  4. Robin by Dave Itzkoff ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️½
  5. Scythe by Neal Shusterman ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  6. Tehanu by Ursula K. Le Guin ⭐️⭐️⭐️½
  7. Underland by Robert Macfarlane ⭐️⭐️
  8. How We Know What Isn’t So by Thomas Gilovich ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  9. If You Ask Me (And of Course You Won’t) by Betty White ⭐️⭐️⭐️½
  10. Girls on Fire by Robin Wasserman ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  11. The Mismeasure of Man by Stephen Jay Gould ⭐️⭐️⭐️
  12. The Road by Cormac McCarthy ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  13. Strange Exit by Parker Peevyhouse ⭐️⭐️½
  14. Yes Please by Amy Poehler ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  15. Boy, Snow, Bird by Helen Oyeyemi ⭐️⭐️⭐️½
  16. The Three-Body Problem by Liu Cixin ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  17. In an Absent Dream by Seanan McGuire ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️½
  18. The God of Small Things by Arundhati Roy ⭐️⭐️
  19. Wilder Girls by Rory Power ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  20. Something Deeply Hidden by Sean Carroll ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  21. The Girl from Nowhere by Eliska Tanszer ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️½

Provided by NetGalley and publisher for a fair and honest review.

This was a great month, but I was worried. I started off slow while I traveled. Then I got the flu for a week. January AYearAthon really saved me (getting me back in the pattern of reading). I think I had a pretty good spread of books. If you saw my 2020 ongoing post, you’ll know I am trying a new rating scheme, and I think it is helping me rate books more concisely. I really like thinking about each piece of it as I think about the score it deserves.
Now, I did DNF two books this month, Underland and The God of Small things. I am still counting them because I was over 70% through them; it was enough. This is another sign of a good start to the year because I can really struggle to DNF a book I am not enjoying or getting into. On top of that, I hit 500 likes on my blog, so exciting! I also started Josh’s Bookish Voyage, my new Booktube channel. I talk all about that in my 2020 reading log as well.

February TBR

  1. The Battle Cry of Freedom by James M. McPherson
  2. Men We Reaped by Jesmyn Ward
  3. The Bluest Eye by Toni Morrison (Blackathon Cont. Challenge)
  4. Beloved by Toni Morrison (Blackathon Scifi Challenge)
  5. Bad Feminist by Roxane Gay
  6. Not that Bad edited by Roxane Gay
  7. The Hundred Thousand Kingdoms by N.K. Jemisin
  8. Joplin’s Ghost by Tananarive Due
  9. Parable of the Sower by Octavia Butler
  10. The Ballad of Black Tom by Victor Lavalle
  11. The Warmth of Other Suns by Isabel Wilkerson
  12. An American Marriage by Tayari Jones (Blackathon Cont. Challenge)
  13. Heavy by Kiese Laymon (Blackathon Cont. Challenge)
  14. Lagoon by Nnedi Okorafor (Blackathon Scifi Challenge)
  15. Binti by Nnedi Okorafor (Blackathon Scifi Challenge)
  16. Lagurdia by Nnedi Okorafor (Blackathon Scifi Challenge)
  17. Singin’ and Swingin’ and Gettin’ Merry Like Christmas by Maya Angelou
  18. March by John Lewis et al.
  19. Harriet Tubman: The Life and the Life Stories by Jean Humez
  20. The Color Purple by Alice Walker

You can hear all my thoughts in my video above, but these are the books I am reading this month. I didn’t mention The Color Purple in the video because I ordered it and forgot to mention it. I have made a very ambitious goal this month, especially since it is a short month. Of course, it is Black History Month. I talk all about that in my video and how I am participating in #Blackathon2020. Check out the link to learn more. In doing that, there are some challenges I will be completing. I am identifying as team science fiction; I’ve marked the books I am reading for that in red above. However, I am reading enough books to satisfy some of the contemporary team (Cont.) which I’ve marked in blue. I will be one short sadly.

I’m aiming for 3 audiobooks a week which I think is my normal speed. On top of that, I will be completing the Blackathon book-tag and Instagram challenge where I am going to plug seven books. I’ve decided to treat that like a week long “readathon” where I will try to read these all over the course of one week. I will be doing it the week before the actual Instagram challenge due to personal things.

That comes out to 9 audiobooks (3 weeks) plus 7 for the “Readathon” week. That comes to 16 audiobooks (the exact number of audiobooks I have above). My physical reading assumes I can finish each book with reading on the bus plus a bit of personal time. If I don’t complete a book, that is really where it is most likely to happen. However, I only have two real books with two comics to enjoy. If you want to hear more about my thoughts for each book, check out my YouTube video above!

2020 Reading Log

Last year, I began to blog about the books I read. I am glad I made that decision, and I am thankful to the friend who shared their blog post of them tracking their reading because it really got me motivated to read. I am going to try and continue that this year! In addition, I am also starting my own Booktube channel, Josh’s Bookish Voyage. I am loving it! Editing was a little scary at first, but it is a process I enjoy doing. Although I still worry that I might not have the time to do all I’d like to do.

Check out my new channel!

Hopefully, I can do both, but my time may end up monopolized by one sometimes. I’m already finding myself behind on my blogs (still 4 or 5 more to write, and I just finished 4!). I am loving making videos though, so it is worth it! I’ve set a limit and sort of a goal of 2 videos per week. This won’t always be feasible, but I know the more excited I get, the more likely I am to spend too much time on this. I am really excited for the channel. I want to point out, my channel name is an homage to Carl Sagan’s Cosmos: A Personal Voyage. He began the series with a moving quote,

We are going to explore the cosmos in a ship of the imagination.

Carl Sagan, Cosmos

I can’t think of a better way to encapsulate what reading means to me. I will continue my monthly updates, and I’ll keep those linked below. This is also where I will keep my complete list of books I’ve read (below). You can also follow me on Goodreads and see my 2020 progress there too! I’ve also added a breakdown of my new approach to rating each book I read.

Monthly Updates

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MayJunJulAug
SepOctNovDec
Each month, I’ll share my TBR for that month and review the month before it!

Ratings in 2020

If you read my 2019 stats post, you’ll know I wanted to change how I approach rating the books I read because I felt like I was too generous. My average rating was 4 or 4.5, and the fact is not every book is amazing. It is true that I enjoyed most of what I read. Nevertheless, I wanted to develop a more objective approach, so I broke it down into the factors I consider most important to me in a book.

Key priorities:

  • Enjoyment
  • Writing style
  • Engagement
  • Comprehension
  • Pacing
  • Desire to reread
  • “Special”

These can be expanded for fiction/nonfiction which I have slightly different expectations for:

  • Plot/Structure
  • Characters/Content
  • Ending/Summary

This may seem like a very convoluted way of thinking about these, but for me, rating a book isn’t about any one aspect of it. There are books that aren’t the most enjoyable that I feel like are still a positive experience. Sure, some of these matter more. The idea is, I can appreciate certain aspects of a book, and breaking it down is a way of thinking about each one then tying it together. This is still very much a measure of what I like in a book.

I’ve weighted each characteristic based on how important it is to me (see below). That means the rating I give one trait, say enjoyment, will matter more than say the writing style. Comprehension matters because I want to leave the book feeling like I understood what I read, but sometimes, confusion doesn’t ruin the book. Now, each of these will often effect my rating of the other; if I don’t find a book engaging, I probably won’t enjoy it. However, I think there are a lot of eccentricities that go into how we judge a book such that breaking it down feels like the best approach for me.

I mentioned “special” because it gets to the core of that special feeling a book can make you feel. I can read a book that I find enjoyable, engaging, and everything else seem perfect about it, but that doesn’t mean it will necessarily be a profound book to me. I think that should matter. Another trait is my desire to reread a book. Now, together these two are only worth a quarter of a star out of five stars. However, you might see how that can just barely shift a book into lower category. On that note, I am moving away from .25 ratings and rounding to the nearest half; on Goodreads I will round up or down based on if my final number is above or below .5.

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This is a breakdown of each aspect of a book that matters to me with a weight to indicate how important it is in the calculation of the final number.

Completed Books

  1. Miracle Creek by Angie Kim ⭐️⭐️⭐️½
  2. Fall on Your Knees by Ann-Marie MacDonald ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  3. The Red Tent by Anita Diamant ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  4. Robin by Dave Itzkoff ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️½
  5. Scythe by Neal Shusterman ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  6. Tehanu by Ursula K. Le Guin ⭐️⭐️⭐️½
  7. Underland by Robert Macfarlane ⭐️⭐️
  8. How We Know What Isn’t So by Thomas Gilovich ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  9. If You Ask Me (And of Course You Won’t) by Betty White ⭐️⭐️⭐️½
  10. Girls on Fire by Robin Wasserman ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  11. The Mismeasure of Man by Stephen Jay Gould ⭐️⭐️⭐️
  12. The Road by Cormac McCarthy ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  13. Strange Exit by Parker Peevyhouse ⭐️⭐️½
  14. Yes Please by Amy Poehler ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  15. Boy, Snow, Bird by Helen Oyeyemi ⭐️⭐️⭐️½
  16. The Three-Body Problem by Liu Cixin ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  17. In an Absent Dream by Seanan McGuire ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️½
  18. The God of Small Things by Arundhati Roy ⭐️⭐️
  19. Wilder Girls by Rory Power ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  20. Something Deeply Hidden by Sean Carroll ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
  21. The Girl from Nowhere by Eliska Tanszer ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️½

Updated 1/31/2020

*Novella(s)

Provided by NetGalley and/or publisher for a fair and honest review.

2019 End of Year Reading Stats

End of Year Thoughts (January 2020)

It’s 2020! That’s a new year and a new decade. This is the decade I really hope to hone in on my passion of reading, but that is only possible because I’ve had such a fantastic year in reading. I read 80 books this year. To put that in context, I’ve read ~250 books my entire life (save my very young reads, e.g. Magic Tree House). I was a decent reader in my teens, and I’ve always tried to keep that up every year with 10-15 books a year.

Fast forward to this year when I went from struggling to get fifteen, to an uptick in reading in July and even more in September when I came across Booktube for the first time. Booktube has proven to be a both an inspiration and a guide. It has pushed me to try new books, but it has also given me new challenges to spice up how I read. Most of them were audiobooks (see below), and it was because of Books and Lala that I decided to try listening to a book at double speed, revolutionizing my reading.

What’s more, I’ve read several physical books (maybe a tenth the number of audiobooks), and I haven’t read a physical book in years. The result is me reading one third of my total life time of books in a single year. I am so excited moving forward, and I hope you join me in discussing the different reading stats.

Stats are key to setting goals. I don’t just want to read more; I want a wider range of diversity and viewpoints to better myself for the better. There are a lot of stats, so I am going to create a Table of Contents so you can jump ahead if you prefer.

Table of Contents

Introduction (January 2019)

I saw a friend of mine share a post of all the books he read in 2018. He did it to encourage himself to read more, and I thought it was a great idea! I’ve decided to do it now. Of course, all of my casual reading will be via audiobooks. I’m sure there are some of you who may not consider that actually reading. I really don’t care. I’ll save the reading for my research.

I will try to post monthly updates. Below these, I will post ongoing reviews and commentary about the books I am reading, but I won’t post these until I finish the book. You can see the complete list below. I’ve got a couple large short story collections I am in the process of reading, but you can find those ongoing reviews on their own posts. These are books I am not reading consistently. Some of them I am reading but holding off posting until I make it through more stories.

Monthly Updates

Click on the month in question to see the update at the start of that month including the TBR (may not be there for the first part of the year). You can jump to the January 2020 update and TBR here.

JanFebMarApr
MayJunJulAug
SepOctNovDec

Yearly Stats

Monthly Book Count, Book Ratings and Book Pages
Books Finished by month

I finished 80 books this year. I started the year with an ambitious goal of 15 books this year, but I lost interest in March as I begun to read something I wasn’t loving. I also had a period of short stories/essays that I read without completing the entire collections. Fast forward to July, and I found myself reading so much more. It was September when I came across Booktube for the first time, and that changed everything. Once I saw I had read nearly 10 books both in August and September, I began to think I could read a lot more than I thought. It really was all about the routine. I stopped listening to as many podcasts and watching as many TV shows. By October, I started experimenting with 1.8 to 2.0 times speed. Naturally, that begets twice the reading. This year, shows a clear growth for the better, and it makes me so excited for next year.

Books by Page Count

This is interesting. My average count was in the mid 300s. I always thought I read a lot of long books, but clearly it is more balanced. I actually read a lot more novellas this year than I normally do (by %). I had been concerned about counting them towards my books read list, but my average length shows that it’s evened out by the longer books I read.

Star Ratings

This is a disappointing stat. My average rating was, I think, 4 stars, and that seems a little too generous. I think I am giving too many 4+ stars. I heard one person say 4 stars are good books, but 5 stars really should be absolute favorites, books you want to reread. I think that is a good standard. I intent to be more harsh in my ratings moving forward. The struggle is, if it is less than 3 stars, why finish it. Perhaps, my 2 star should be more “fine” categorically than “actively dislike.”

Types of Books (Genre, Audience, etc.)

Clearly, I have a bias for Horror, Scifi, and Fantasy. In fact, many of the scifi and fantasy overlap. I started reading more contemporary, mystery and historical fiction largely at the behest of Booktube. I think historical is the most difficult to read because there are a lot of that I am particular about. I love family drama, but I don’t like war or the Victorian. That said, I’ve made a point to vary my reading. I have my TBR shelf split by genre, and I make myself pick at least one book from each genre before I double up on another.

I find it very important to keep my reading varied to keep me interested. Some people might think this is me reading things I don’t want to read, but that isn’t the case. I am excited about everything on my shelf. Granted, there are those that I consider more experimental than others, but I still want to read them. This is to keep me from pushing through my most excited stack and lose stem when or if I got stuck on a bunch of duds. I want to make sure I always have a very highly anticipated book ahead of me.

I don’t read a lot of YA, but I am experimenting more with it. It it still hit and miss, but I think there is YA out there for me. I have definitely found some I love. I intent to experiment more this next year in hopes of finding more.

I started reading more graphic novels (comics) this year, and I hope to read more this next year. I’m not sure what more to do with this. I would like to read more anthologies. I actually read my first one this year with Ellen Datlow. Overall, I’d like this to be more varied just so I can get a better variety of experiences.

Books by Gender

It was 2015 when I realized I had a bias for men authors (85%), and that became the year of the women. In the sense that I chose to read only women. Since then, I have tried to increase that number. Part of it is my obsession with Stephen King and King rereads. My new favorites of the year would be Mary Robinette Kowal, A.S. King, Seanan McGuire, and Tananarive Due. Among men, my new favorites would be Stephen Graham Jones and maybe Jeff Vandermeer. My old favorites would of course be Octavia Butler, Stephen King, and Maya Angelou.

Books by Race

I read a lot of amazing fiction by POC. I clearly have room for improvement, and that is a goal of mine this next year. However, there are a lot of writers worth mentioning. Stephen Graham Jones writes amazing horror and is a native american author. Maya Angelou and Octavia Butler still stand out as favorites, but Tananarive Due was a new find of mine. She writes fantastic horror, and I look forward to reading more by her. Shobha Rao is an Indian aurthor who wrote one of my top ten books of the year. The last person who really stood out to me (that I can recall at the moment) is Celeste Ng who writes the best domestic dramas. I cannot wait to read more of her books; I’ll probably reread her existing ones.

I want to be clear, I don’t mention this authors because they are people of color. I mention them because they are some of the best authors I read last year. I just think its beneficial to make note of those books that are also by authors of color because I am aware of my bias and the bias of others to read what we know. This is a way of drawing attention to books that are just as worthy of your time that may not get the attention it deserves. And, if your like me, maybe you’re looking specifically authors of colors at times to make sure you are reading a more varied list of books.

Book Purchases (Owned vs Bought)

This was a bad year for book buying. I spent more money than I have. I found BookOutlet and BookTube. Now, this is not the complete list of books I bought. These are books I read. I have created a strict monthly book budget, and I am at the point where I should be able to read only books I own (or get from NetGalley). It is a good discipline to have. I hope to spend less money on Amazon this year, but when I do, it is for newer books which makes sense why I gravitated toward reading those if I have them. Thrift books is a site in the states that offers super cheap used books. Usually, I read then buy those, but since I am reading books I own, that won’t happen as much (hopefully).

DNF (Did not finish) Books

I did not DNF a lot of books this year. I quit To Say Nothing of the Dog by Connie Willis not because I hated it but because I was in a slump. Still, I find myself finishing most books I start. Perhaps I shouldn’t be so strict with myself. Alas, it is what it is, but maybe I can be more liberal with my DNFs. I just hate not meeting a goal. I also hate not finishing books I already own physically. The only other book I didn’t finish was Essay’s by Christopher Hitchens. I really tried (twice. I read the essay’s that interested me, but too many of them were esoteric and a waste of my time. I decided to give up on it, and still keep it on my shelf.

Another book I technically didn’t finish was The Time Travelers Almanac. I’ve been reviewing it as I go along, but I haven’t finished it. I am going to. I think I’ve set too strict with how I’m trying to review it, but I’m not rushing through it.

Completed Books

  1. Firestarter, by Stephen King ★★★☆☆
  2. The Time Travelers Wife, by Audrey Niffenegger ★★★★☆ 
  3. The Dry, by Jane Harper ★★☆☆☆
  4. The Fifteen Lives of Harry August, by Claire North ★★★★★
  5. The Cabin at the End of the World, by Paule Tremblay ★★★★☆ 
  6. Redshirts, by John Scalzi ★★★★★
  7. Annihilation, by Jeff VanderMeer ★★★★☆ 
  8. Artificial Condition (The Murderbot Diaries)*, by Martha Wells ★★★★★
  9. Rogue Protocol (The Murderbot Diaries)*, by Martha Wells ★★★★★
  10. Exit Strategy (The Murderbot Diaries)*, by Martha Wells ★★★★★
  11. All Systems Red (The Murderbot Diaries)*, by Martha Wells ★★★★★
  12. Children of Blood and Bone, by Tomi Adeyemi ★★★☆☆
  13. Mapping the Interior, by Stephen Graham Jones  ★★★★
  14. The Last Final Girl, by Stephen Graham Jones  ★★★☆☆
  15. The Calculating Stars, Mary Robinette Kowal ★★★★★
  16. The Devil and the Deep, edited by Ellen Datlow ★★★★
  17. The House of Dies Drear, by Virginia Hamilton ★★★☆☆
  18. The Good House, by Tananarive Due ★★★★
  19. A Wizard of Earthsea* by Ursula K. Le Guin ★★★☆☆ 
  20. Fledgling, by Octavia Butler ★★★★★
  21. Mr. Mercedes, by Stephen King ★★★★
  22. Finders Keepers, by Stephen King ★★★★
  23. End of Watch, by Stephen King ★★★☆☆ 
  24. Dolores Claiborne, by Stephen King ★★★★★
  25. The Outsider, by Stephen King ★★★★
  26. Gerald’s Game, by Stephen King ★★★☆☆
  27. Insomnia, by Stephen King ★★★★
  28. Fearful Symmetries, Edited by Ellen Datlow ★★★★
  29. The Dark: New Ghost Stories, Edited by Ellen Datlow ★★★☆☆
  30. Vicious by V.E. Schwab ★★★★
  31. Mongrels by Stephen Graham ★★★★
  32. Life Among Savages by Shirley Jackson ★★★★
  33. White is for Witching by Helen Oyeyemi★★★★★
  34. Summer of Night by Dan Simmons ★★★☆☆
  35. The Institute by Stephen King ★★★★
  36. Something Wicked This Way Comes by Ray Bradbury ★★★★☆ 
  37. The Ancestors by Brandon Massey. L.A. Banks, and Tananarive Due ★★★☆☆
  38. Once Upon a River by Diane Setterfield ★★★★
  39. Middlegame by Seanan McGuire ★★★★★
  40. Every Heart a Doorway* by Seanan McGuire ★★★★★
  41. Circe by Madeline Miller ★★★★★
  42. If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio ★★★★★
  43. A Darker Shade of Magic by V.E. Schwab ★★★☆☆
  44. Time Reborn by Lee Smolin ★★★☆☆
  45. Little Fires Everywhere by Celeste Ng
  46. Girls Burn Brighter by Shobha Rao
  47. Down Among the Sticks and Bones* by Seanan McGuire ★★★
  48. The Tombs of Atuan* by Ursula K. Le Guin ★★★★
  49. Gather Together in My Name by Maya Angelou ★★★★
  50. The Thirteenth Tale by Diane Setterfield ★★★★
  51. Station Eleven by Emily St. John Mandel ★★★★
  52. Daisy Jones and the Six by Taylor Jenkins Reid ★★★★
  53. The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo by Taylor Jenkins Reid ★★★
  54. The 7½ Deaths of Evelyn Hardcastle by Stuart Turton ★★☆☆☆
  55. A Thousand Ships by Natalie Haynes ★★★★
  56. Dear Ijeawele, or A Feminist Manifesto in Fifteen Suggestions by Chimamanda Ngozi ★★★
  57. Sadie by Courtney Summers ★★★★
  58. The Turn of the Key by Ruth Ware ★★★
  59. From Eternity to Here by Sean Carroll ★★★
  60. Kindred: A Graphic Novel Adaptation by Octavia Butler and (adapted) Damian Duffy ★★★
  61. The Poppy War by R.F. Kuang ★★★★
  62. The Blind Assassin by Margaret Atwood ★★★☆☆
  63. Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe by Benjamin Alire Sáenz ★★★★★
  64. The Farthest Shore* by Ursula K. Le Guin ★★★☆☆ 
  65. The Goldfinch by Donna Tart ★★★★
  66. Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro ★★★★★
  67. Beneath the Sugar Sky* by Seanan McGuire ★★★★★
  68. Glory O’Brien’s History of the Future by A.S. King ★★★★
  69. An Ocean of Minutes by Thea Lim ★★★★
  70. The Afterlife of Holly Chase by Cynthia Hand ★★★☆☆
  71. Mr. Dickens and his Carol by Samantha Silva ★★★☆☆
  72. A Christmas Carol* by Charles Dickens ★★★★★
  73. Woman on the Edge of Time by Marge Piercy ★★★★
  74. How I Broke Up With My Colon by Nick Seluk ★★★☆☆
  75. The Book of Lost Things by John Connolly ★★
  76. The Silence of the Girls by Pat Barker ★★
  77. Queenie by Candice Carty-Williams ★★★
  78. Gone Girl by Gillian Glynn 
  79. Before the Coffee Gets Cold by Toshikazu Kawaguchi ☆☆
  80. Kindred by Octavia Butler

*Novella(s)

Provided by NetGalley and publisher for a fair and honest review.

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Reading Update & January TBR

Books I Read in December

  1. The Poppy War by R.F. Kuang ★★★★
  2. The Blind Assassin by Margaret Atwood ★★★☆☆
  3. Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe by Benjamin Alire Sáenz ★★★★★
  4. The Goldfinch by Donna Tart ★★★★
  5. Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro ★★★★★
  6. Beneath the Sugar Sky by Seanan McGuire ★★★★★
  7. Glory O’Brien’s History of the Future by A.S. King ★★★★
  8. An Ocean of Minutes by Thea Lim ★★★★
  9. The Afterlife of Holly Chase by Cynthia Hand ★★★☆☆
  10. Mr. Dickens and his Carol by Samantha Silva ★★★☆☆
  11. A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens ★★★★★
  12. Woman on the Edge of Time by Marge Piercy ★★★★
  13. How I Broke Up With My Colon by Nick Seluk ★★★☆☆
  14. Everything My Mother Taught Me* by Alice Hoffman ★★★★
  15. The Book of Lost Things by John Connolly ★★
  16. The Silence of the Girls by Pat Barker ★★
  17. Queenie by Candice Carty-Williams ★★★
  18. Gone Girl by Gillian Glynn 
  19. Before the Coffee Gets Cold by Toshikazu Kawaguchi ☆☆
  20. Kindred by Octavia Butler

*Short story, not a book

Provided by NetGalley and publisher for a fair and honest review.

This month has been busy as hell. I’ve heard people talk about the holidays being a rough time to read, and it really is. I got must of the books I was planning to read. The books I struggled with were mostly during the readathon which was just bad timing. It was my first readathon not finishing everything on my TBR. I finished Before the Coffee Gets Cold after it ended, but I DNFed Watership Down. That was not out of dislike; I was short on time and it wasn’t working. I want to return to it after some time has passed.

I still struggled after the readathon. Traveling makes it harder to read due to time and routine. Reading is very much about the pattern I’ve taught myself, and it is harder to stick to that when I am doing things so sporadically.

Nevertheless, I completed 19 books, and one short story. That isn’t as much as November, but it is still a great amount! This month I learned about NetGalley, and I’ve got 6 or so books lined up that I need to read. I don’t include those here because I am more casual with my ebook/physical reading than my audiobook TBR. I think it will help me read more because I have the NetGalley Deadlines to work with. It is also getting me to explore new releases so I have a better idea of what is coming out. In doing so, I get to start trying books entirely on promotion without the bias of external review. Comments on books aren’t bad, but I like the idea of trying a few without too much info. Ideally, this will also set me up to win e-ARCs for bigger books that I have heard of.

A lot of people give stats at the end of each month. I haven’t done that this year, but I will be doing an end of year stats post. Then moving forward, I intend to provide monthly stats as well.

January TBR

  1. Miracle Creek by Angie Kim
  2. The Road by Cormac McCarthy
  3. In an Absent Dream by Seanan McGuire
  4. The Three Body Problem by Cixin Liu
  5. Fall on Your Knees by Ann Marie MacDonald
  6. Boy, Snow, Bird by Helen Oyeyemi
  7. The God of Small Things by Arundhati Roy
  8. Yes, Please by Amy Poehler
  9. The Library of the Unwritten by A.J. Hackwith
  10. Wilder Girls by Rory Power
  11. Underland: A Deep Time Journey by Robert Macfarlane
  12. The Power by Naomi Alderman

It’s a new month, a new year, and a new decade! I don’t know if my new found reading habit will last the entire decade, but I am going to continue until I can’t. I am in grad school. Sometimes will be busier than others; the most important thing for me, is that I don’t let that stop me from reading when I can. However, I think this is like riding a bike. I may stop for a while, but I figured out how to do an ambitious reading routine before. I can do it again!

This year, I have a goal of 100 books on Goodreads. If I keep up my pattern of 15-20 books a month, then I should be able to do that easily, even if I have slow months where I am busy. This month, I had my wonderful partner help me select (~half) my TBR for the month. She choose the right 5 books off my TBR shelf. Then I choose another 5 or so I wanted to read too. I just thought it would be really fun! Of course, this idea comes from the delightful Books and Lala.

I decided to make it only 5 books because there are still a lot of books I really really want to read. This is just to help me get to books I am only moderately excited for (but still excited!). I decided my TBR in mid December before I left my home to visit family for the holidays. I’ve gotten a lot of new books. Some of them I just can’t wait for! So, I’ve adjusted the TBR slightly from I posted on Instagram. I hopefully will be able to read all these, but I moved The Power down the list because it is a book I am okay postponing in place of my new ones.

I am very particular with what I want to read because I am planning long term. I intend to devote my reading in black history month to black history. That will be primarily black writers (with one exception). So that leaves anything I don’t read this month to March, and that may be a month of only women since it is international women’s month (I haven’t decided if I will make a month long thing).

I may or may not read Underland. I really want to read it, and if I don’t do it this month it may be April before I can read it. I will still aim to read the Power, but it would also fit in Women’s month. One thing is for sure, I will be dropping one of those last three.

Look for my end of year update and stats! Also keep an eye out for my January Readathon.

Reading Update & December TBR

Books I Read in November

  1. Circe by Madeline Miller ★★★★★
  2. If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio ★★★★★
  3. A Darker Shade of Magic by V.E. Schwab ★★★☆☆
  4. Time Reborn by Lee Smolin ★★★☆☆
  5. Little Fires Everywhere by Celeste Ng
  6. Girls Burn Brighter by Shobha Rao
  7. Down Among the Sticks and Bones* by Seanan McGuire ★★★
  8. The Tombs of Atuan by Ursula K. Le Guin ★★★★
  9. Gather Together in My Name by Maya Angelou ★★★★
  10. The Thirteenth Tale by Diane Setterfield ★★★★
  11. Station Eleven by Emily St. John Mandel ★★★★
  12. Daisy Jones and the Six by Taylor Jenkins Reid ★★★★
  13. The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo by Taylor Jenkins Reid ★★★
  14. The 7½ Deaths of Evelyn Hardcastle by Stuart Turton ★★☆☆☆
  15. A Thousand Ships by Natalie Haynes ★★★★
  16. Dear Ijeawele, or A Feminist Manifesto in Fifteen Suggestions by Chimamanda Ngozi ★★★
  17. Sadie by Courtney Summers ★★★★
  18. The Turn of the Key by Ruth Ware ★★★
  19. From Eternity to Here by Sean Carroll  ★★★
  20. Kindred: A Graphic Novel Adaptation by Octavia Butler and (adapted) Damian Duffy ★★★

This is by far the most I’ve ever read in a month, at least by book count. I somehow managed to meet my goals. I can easily listen to 2 books a week, so I push for three. 3 x 3 = 9 plus 5 – 7 in a readathon the 4th week. Where then does the rest come into play? I pushed extra hard for the two books on time which were not planned. This was Time Reborn and From Eternity to Here. I found myself a momentary peak of interest with time, so I couldn’t help myself from reading it. It wasn’t planned, but luckily I managed to make it work.

Then I finally finished Maya Angelou’s second autobiography. In fact, I even fit in one more book I didn’t even intend, Kindred the Graphic Novel. The Buzzwordathon taught me how great reading on the bus is, and now I want one for the bus all the time. Then, bus reading tends to lead to more reading outside the bus. Hence my finishing Kindred; I got over half way then finished it on the weekend. All of the books I am listing below are planned for audio, so I still have to decide what book (or books, but likely just one) I will read physically. I leave on the 19th, and I don’t want to bring a book. That means I want something I can finish in three weeks. At the same time, I don’t want another graphic novel right after the last. I guess we will all have to wait and see what I pick in the moment!

In any case, this has been a great month for reading. It is as if, the more I read, the more excited I become for other books because my plans become more ambitious. Then its less my love for any one book that keeps me going. Its more the desire to read all these other books I now have waiting on my list! I want to read them all now, but I can’t. That means I work harder to work my way toward them. This way, I am constantly motivated to keep going!

December TBR

  1. The Poppy War by R.F. Kuang
  2. An Ocean of Minutes by Thea Lim
  3. The Blind Assassin by Margaret Atwood
  4. Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro
  5. Glory O’Brien’s History of the Future by A.S. King
  6. Beneath the Sugar Sky by Seanan McGuire
  7. Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe by Benjamin Alire Sáenz
  8. The Farthest Shore by Ursula K. Le Guin
  9. The Goldfinch by Donna Tarrt
  10. Gone Girl by Gillian Finn
  11. Queenie by Candice Candy-Williams
  12. Arguable Essays by Christopher Hitchens

I’ll be honest. I don’t know if I can do this. Comps is approaching, and my evenings are becoming more monopolized by work. Worst case, I see myself listening to 2 books a week. I am planning to participate in a very merry readathon, but that will include another set of books (also impossibly long). I’ve moved a few stories I had planned on reading this month anyway to that TBR list to make room for more here. Whether I finish is TBD. Right now, there a few books that I consider hopefuls but am okay dropping if I have to.

The first is Queenie. I only just bought this, so I am okay with it sitting on my shelf a bit longer. However, I can see it never being read if I wait too long and lose the initial interest I had (its an eye popping cover, I don’t know much about it). The other is Arguable Essays because I want to finish it after I started it earlier in the year. That may not happen, but I will try. I had been responding to each easy. For the sake of time, I may leave the rest (less interesting topics) for a more general discussion for the sake of time. I plan to listen to individual stories, spread out between books. Hopefully, that will help me get through it.

Other than that, these are books that have caught my eye (An Ocean of Minutes and Never Let me Go). Then there are series I want to continue (The Farthest Shore and Beneath the Sugar Sky). I’m on the third book in the Earthsea Cycle, and I really want to get through all six ASAP because I bought the entire illustrated series, so I want to put it on my bookshelf even if it isn’t my favorite. Don’t judge me! I also want to read more Atwood even though her books don’t stand out so far as premise, so I decided to choose one and hope I enjoy it. Then the rest are books I’ve been meaning to read. I bought the Poppy Wars a year ago, and I am finally getting around to reading it. Then the Goldfinch and Gone Girl are both very popular books I’ve never gotten around to reading, nor have I seen the film adaptions.

October Reading Update

Books I Read This Month

  1. Fearful Symmetries, Edited by Ellen Datlow ★★★★
  2. The Dark: New Ghost Stories, Edited by Ellen Datlow ★★★☆☆ (#ToTathon2019)
  3. Vicious by V.E. Schwab ★★★★(#ToTathon2019)
  4. Mongrels by Stephen Graham ★★★★☆ (#ToTathon2019)
  5. Life Among Savages by Shirley Jackson ★★★★☆ (#ToTathon2019)
  6. White is for Witching by Helen Oyeyemi★★★★★ (#Spook and ToT athons)
  7. Summer of Night by Dan Simmons ★★★☆☆ (#Spook and ToT athons)
  8. The Institute by Stephen King ★★★★(#Spook and ToT athons)
  9. Something Wicked This Way Comes by Ray Bradbury ★★★★(#Spook and ToT athons)
  10. The Ancestors by Brandon Massey. L.A. Banks, and Tananarive Due ★★★☆☆ (#Spook and ToT athons)
  11. Once Upon a River by Diane Setterfield ★★★★
  12. Middlegame by Seanan McGuire ★★★★★
  13. Wizards of Earthsea by Ursula K. Le Guin ★★★
  14. Every Heart a Doorway by Seanan McGuire ★★★★★

I’ve linked to each review, but Wizard’s of Earthsea will be discussed in an Earthsea Cycle post at a later date. There were a couple things I didn’t get to finishing. That is, my physical reads outside of the readathon did not make much progress, but my audiobook progress was fantastic. I made it through these books much faster than I anticipated.

Update 11/8/19:

I was writing a book post and began to discuss my feelings about what and how much I read, but I felt like it fits better here in my reading update. I have been doing so well lately. Past years I have done as much rereading as I do new reading, and I never counted that toward my “yearly” reading numbers. It just felt like cheating. My desire to read more now isn’t that I can’t make time for rereads and new books exactly. It is more a fear that I won’t be able to keep up my reading pace and/or passion. It’s better to keep my momentum on new book experiences so that when I finally (and inevitably?) fall back into reading less new books, I’ll have larger selection of favorites to choose from. This is me getting in my head. It is frustrating, but it feels impossible to escape my own fear of “failure” as I have arbitrarily defined it.

November TBR

  1. Circe by Madeline Miller ★★★★★
  2. The Turn of the Key by Ruth Ware
  3. Wayward Children #2 by Seanan McGuire
  4. Girls Burn Brighter by Shobha Rao
  5. If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio ★★★★★
  6. Sadie by Courtney Summers
  7. A Darker Shade of Magic by V.E. Schwab ★★★☆☆
  8. The Tombs of Atuan by Ursula K. Le Guin
  9. Little Fires Everywhere by Celeste Ng
  10. Buzzwordathon Reading (6-7 books)

I have a very ambitious TBR this month. Several of these are very short, to be fair, but I am not sure I will have time to read everything I want to read. The problem is, the longer these take, the longer I have to wait to read the ones I want to read in December!

I also have to face the fact that my Comprehensive exam is coming. My nights may grow long, and other than a couple hours each morning and night, I may not get much reading. I won’t let that hold me back though, at least not my goals. Aim high but be prepared to under achieve. For me, it’s enough to be excited about so many new books.

Booktube has introduced me to a wide range of books of different genres, so it will be a nice variety of readings. This month I am going to participate in Buzzwordathon. I will be reading books with numbers in the title. That post is pending! That will take a week, which means I need to read 3 books a week to keep up. I’m comfortably reading two a week, so we will see. Plus, three of these are very short.

Update 11/7/19: I’ve begun including series in my monthly reading to 1) pace myself and 2) get me to finish the series’. Another problem I have with books is my wanting to read science books and always pushing it off. I think I want to try a new approach of adding at least one science “classic” I’ve wanted to read every month. This month I am going to work in

September 2019 Reading Update

End of September Update

I remember in August, when I realized I was pushing through books like crazy. I thought there was no way I could keep that up. Well, boy have I set some pretty unattainable goals. 15 was my goal. I got it. I changed that to 20. I got that. Now I am thinking 29 the year I turn 29. Next year maybe I can do 30 x 2 (if I can keep it up). This month I have read 10 books. I thought 5 would be a lot, 7 books ago. Clearly, I can’t keep this up (probably), but I don’t have to. I am learning how to find more reasons to read (I like to talk about the books obviously), but there are more ways as well.

I came across this amazing thing called BookTube, which is just a cheesy name for YouTuber’s who talk about books. I never much cared for YouTube, but needless to say it is growing on me. Not only has it given me ideas (readathons: spookathon and kingathon), it has also shown me that I am not the only random person talking on the internet to now one about books. My favorite blogger is probably BooksandLala for two reasons. 1) great content (i.e. see this absurd bit of book fun below) and 2) we have similar book tastes. I have a lot of books I want to read now.

A big problem for me in Booktube is that a lot of the most popular people aren’t into the darker, more mature adult fiction and/or fixate on YA (young adult) books. Luckily there are a few exceptions (like here). I love the readathons and I love Bookstagram (i.e. posting pics on Instagram of books and reading). I don’t get the impression many people care, but I like doing it anyway. I decided to try my own readathon with #kingathon which I hope to make a yearly thing for King’s birthday. I read several books that I was not particularly interested in because it was bit of an experiment for binge reading. It was a very positive experience, and I came away enjoying much faster speeds (1.8x vs <1.3x, another thing I got from BooksandLala). Also, who knew bookoutlet.ca was a thing?

October TBR (To be read)

So I have had a TBR for the year, and it continues to change, so I am going to start looking at a list of TBR on month to month basis. I will start with #spookathon because that is the most obvious. I want to get through a couple anthologies I have (starting with Fearful Symmetries), and I need a break from books for a bit. I am also going to make a point to read books I already own on hard copy. I think 2 to 1 ratio of owned to not is good because I have so many books I haven’t read.

I need to finish Gather Together in My Name; #kingathon kept me from reading it at all. The readathon was a my focus. I intend to finish it, so I guess that will back it an October read. For the rest of the month, I may read Kindred Graphic Novel or short stories in Weird by the Vandermeers. I won’t list weird because I don’t intend to finish it this month.

Update: I have decided to do a month long reading challenge alongside #spookathon. Check out my post to see how that changes my October TBR.

  1. Gather Together in My Name, Maya Angelou
  2. The Institute, by Stephen King (#spookathon)
  3. The Ancestors, by Brandon Massey (Anthology) (#spookathon)
  4. Summer of Night, by Dan Simmons (#spookathon)
  5. Something Wicked This Way Comes, by Ray Bradbury (#spookathon)
  6. White is for Witching, Helen Oyeyemi (#spookathon)
  7. Fearful Symmetries, by Ellen Datlow (Anthology)
  8. Mongrels, by Stephen Graham Jones
  9. The Dark, by Ellen Datlow (Anthology)
  10. A Head Full of Ghosts, Paul Tremblay
  11. Kindred, Octavia Butler (Graphic Novel)

August 2019 Reading Update

End of August Update

I am making great progress! 12/15 books read, not including incomplete anthologies. In fact, the Murderbot Diaries are 4 in one, so you might say I have beat that goal (but I won’t). I have made it through 6/14 of my new list which I think is a major accomplishment. Of course I am not ruling them out, but I have reached the point where I am diverging from my list. This is especially true with Halloween approaching.

After reading Datlow’s Devil and the Deep, I have invested in a list of horror anthologies I want to read (more than I can really manage in two months probably). I have started Fearful Symmetries. I am ~half way though. I won’t publish this just yet. I’d like to save it for when I am closer to being done with my review/reading. In addition to this anthology, I am going to read Dark Dreams (see #4 in my list of ongoing collections).

I attended a very interesting panel at Dragon Con that discussed women of color in science fiction and in part women of color writers. In particular, they pointed out how it tends to be select few who get what may be best described as the “token” marketing treatment. Look at Children of Blood and Bone and the hype its gotten. The panelist I saw spoke about many women of color not getting much of any attention. Therefore, I am trying to dig for more stories from women of color. I am finding that most obscure authors aren’t on audio, my preferred mode of reading, but I can work with what is available.

In addition to this panel, I have started listening to some episodes of Writing Excuses, a podcast cohosted by the amazing Mary Robinette Kowal (of the Lady Astronauts) that discuss what writers need to think about when writing. It is a really interesting and is making for a great guide on how to appreciate good writing. One story was on reading outside your box. This essentially goes back to me looking for more diverse writers. A few years ago I limited myself to women authors for reasons to do with bias. I could redo that, but I am not ready to commit to that just yet. Although, I am making an effort to explore more diverse writers.

Right now, Brandon Massey has a couple anthologies I am going to try out, Dark Dreams being the first. Then his wife, Tananarive Due has a few horror novels I want to try. First, I am starting the House of Dies Drear about a haunting dating back to slavery by author Virginia Hamilton, who is one of the many names mentioned by a few *lists* of black women horror writers.

However, I still intend to finish Fearful Symmetries, and I want to start at least one other anthology of Datlow’s. Which one is TBD, but if I had to choose (if you had to choose, its a tie!) I would probably say Inferno because I love me some demonic stories. Others include, Haunted Legends or Dark (Ghost stories). Then there is still A Head Full of Ghosts, but that is Paul Trembley (white male). An alternative would be the collection of stories by native American Stephen Graham Jones, After the People Lights Have Gone Off.

In case this needs to be said, it isn’t enough for me to go on what seems interesting. Not only do I desire to broaden my understanding of the different walks of life and the different ways of perceiving the world, I also have a desire to experience the best literature that is out there. Literature that will not necessarily make its way to me as a result of my own biases and the biases of other (e.g. look at my attention to the list of Hugo books). There is a world where I am spending my fall reading Stephen King (new and old), and I can’t help but be thankful that I am not so limited in my selections and styles.

So to finish up, I have 2 collections and 2 novels that I want to read for Halloween (preferably more of course). That gets my tally up to 16 books, over my 15 goal. With November and December to go, I think 20 is a reasonable goal to strive for now. If I can keep this up, maybe I can manage 30 next year. Scratch that. I am turning 30 next year. 30 books my 30th year. That is going to happen.

Update 8/12/2019

I recently finished Mapping the Interior (★★★★★). I won’t be including it in my lists of completed books just yet because it is so short. I will probably tack it on to another book by Stephen Graham Jones if I get around to one of his. You can read my thoughts at the link here.

Update 8/8/2019

There are a couple horror anthologies I want to read. They’re a lot shorter than the Time Traveler’s Almanac (TTA), so I think I may try to work them in with the other stories. The goal being to finish them before the year is out! I love Stephen King, and a lot his best works are short stories. That plus the TTA gave me the idea to check out some horror anthologies. It looks like Ellen Datlow is an award winning editor, so I’ve chosen a couple of her works that appeal to me.